بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
Salam.
After two weeks I have been school as 'Hakak STAM' or Form6 actually.
Alhamdulillah, everything is going well.
Perhaps hee.
Alhamdulillah, everything is going well.
Perhaps hee.
The special black skirt for Hakak STAM.
STAM is stand for Sijil Tinggi Agama Malaysia setaraf STPM.
Here I state the subject, in case you're going to study STAM;
Information for STAM;
We have 3 syafawi for STAM; Hifz Quran, Hadith Mustolah, Mutolaah . For syafawi, you need to memorize 4 Surah; As-Sajdah, Luqman, Fatir, Saba'. You also need to memorize 11 hadith and we had hiwar (conversation in arabic) for Mutolaah.
Information for MUET;
MUET will be held 3 months a year, on March, Jun, November. If you study STAM at SAM BBST, there's a teacher will lead you and the test we had on November.
Information BAKTIE;
Short from Badan Kebajikan Tingkatan Enam, this association is special for Form6 only in SAM BBST. This is a part of co-curriculum in this school. They most doing a charity for school, and consult as Kem Smart Solat etc.
The way to make an appeal;
she's candidates STAM for last year, 2015.
Hakak dorm hahaa.
Last year, I am very excited to be a part of STAM.
Yela, just think of it, there's no time to seek religious knowledge after this.
That's why I am really want it.
Judging on Mama, she likes me to get asasi.
The problem is I don't know my result is kebaboom or not hoho.
Alhamdulillah, I am the first intake for STAM.
Barakah from the glory of SMA huu.
For the first day, I register STAM by myself.
Actually on that day, Mama have an exam - USIM, and Abah as you know he works at Johor.
Impossible, Abah will come solely to company me for the register day.
The same things happen, when I had to sit for SPM for the first day.
Abah, لا موجود.
He's at Johor for goods, and he calls me before balik asrama.
Lucky.
Kalau nak dikira, aku tahan,
Tapi tak mampu, air mata laju.
Nak berkata apatah lagi,
Suara menggeletar.
Tersekat segala nak dikata,
Mampu jawab 'em' 'ya'.
(DRAMA; Everyone is about going to leaving me, WHY?)
Bhahaha
Quite sad, but its okay.
I understand them ahh.
Hahaa.
Honestly I had confusion what I am choosing to.
As Sazah Atikah said "Syafawi bulan 7/8, awak banyak benda nak kena hafal, 4 surah; Surah Sajdah, Surah Luqman, Surah Fatir, Surah Saba', lepas tu kena hafal 11 hadis lagi, ada syafawi untuk mutolaah lagi. Awak kena start dari sekarang, takda masa dah untuk main main".
I know about the syafawi for Hifz Quran, but not for 11 hadis and mutolaah.
And STAM textbooks doesn't any baris, you know.
I can read even doesn't have any baris actually hahaha.
I thought when I come back home, I'll tell Mama that I don't want to continue STAM, I'll survive until I get SPM result and then I'll chaw.
All of sudden, my heart instinct
"Jangan mengalah sebelum berjuang!".
Probably, its hidayah from Allah.
Terngiang-ngiang sampai sekarang ayat tu.
And now, I'm just go with the flow.
"Kalau zaman dulu, dididik secara paksa, akhirnya berjaya.
Apa salahnya aku pun macam tu ?" hati kata.
Besides, Mama ada kata "Belajarlah selagi boleh".
"Tengok Mama ni, tua tua belajar lagi.
Tak sempat dengan belajarnya, dengan rumahnya, dengan kerjanya".
Aku pun ikut jela, takut menyesal tak sudah.
"Kalau kita memang betul ikhlas mencari ilmu agama,
Allah akan bantu dan mudahkan segala urusan hambanya" - sazah
Anyway, grateful I'm having a cheerful, bright and shine adik dorm.
Having friend from Samsmel & Samttar, they drive me crazy all the way.
There's is no invalid day, we're not laughing.
Hahaa.
Offer letter from MSU.
You see? I see.
But I'm able to see only, because I can't afford it bhahaha
Faeq give the letter, last Friday "Kakak ada surat, kakak punya".
Excited for a sec only hahaa,
Kalau aku kaya ~
Jenguklah BAKTIE di SAM BBST,
Insyaallah kita akan jumpa di Koperasi.
Hahaa.
wasalam.
Actually on that day, Mama have an exam - USIM, and Abah as you know he works at Johor.
Impossible, Abah will come solely to company me for the register day.
The same things happen, when I had to sit for SPM for the first day.
Abah, لا موجود.
He's at Johor for goods, and he calls me before balik asrama.
Lucky.
Kalau nak dikira, aku tahan,
Tapi tak mampu, air mata laju.
Nak berkata apatah lagi,
Suara menggeletar.
Tersekat segala nak dikata,
Mampu jawab 'em' 'ya'.
(DRAMA; Everyone is about going to leaving me, WHY?)
Bhahaha
Quite sad, but its okay.
I understand them ahh.
Hahaa.
Honestly I had confusion what I am choosing to.
As Sazah Atikah said "Syafawi bulan 7/8, awak banyak benda nak kena hafal, 4 surah; Surah Sajdah, Surah Luqman, Surah Fatir, Surah Saba', lepas tu kena hafal 11 hadis lagi, ada syafawi untuk mutolaah lagi. Awak kena start dari sekarang, takda masa dah untuk main main".
I know about the syafawi for Hifz Quran, but not for 11 hadis and mutolaah.
And STAM textbooks doesn't any baris, you know.
I can read even doesn't have any baris actually hahaha.
I thought when I come back home, I'll tell Mama that I don't want to continue STAM, I'll survive until I get SPM result and then I'll chaw.
All of sudden, my heart instinct
"Jangan mengalah sebelum berjuang!".
Probably, its hidayah from Allah.
Terngiang-ngiang sampai sekarang ayat tu.
And now, I'm just go with the flow.
"Kalau zaman dulu, dididik secara paksa, akhirnya berjaya.
Apa salahnya aku pun macam tu ?" hati kata.
Besides, Mama ada kata "Belajarlah selagi boleh".
"Tengok Mama ni, tua tua belajar lagi.
Tak sempat dengan belajarnya, dengan rumahnya, dengan kerjanya".
Aku pun ikut jela, takut menyesal tak sudah.
"Kalau kita memang betul ikhlas mencari ilmu agama,
Allah akan bantu dan mudahkan segala urusan hambanya" - sazah
Anyway, grateful I'm having a cheerful, bright and shine adik dorm.
Having friend from Samsmel & Samttar, they drive me crazy all the way.
There's is no invalid day, we're not laughing.
Hahaa.
You see? I see.
But I'm able to see only, because I can't afford it bhahaha
Faeq give the letter, last Friday "Kakak ada surat, kakak punya".
Excited for a sec only hahaa,
Kalau aku kaya ~
Jenguklah BAKTIE di SAM BBST,
Insyaallah kita akan jumpa di Koperasi.
Hahaa.
wasalam.
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